Why can't i get forget the past?? To me.. everything seems to have happen just yesterday.. The betrayal that i need face then was too fatal for me. I would like to write this history in the blog in the hope that everything will leave me alone.
It happen back in 2004. Everybody say that when the boy go into army, the girl will find another boyfriend and everything will end then. However, this did not happen to me and my boyfriend then. We were happily together and i was waiting for him to complete his army life so that we can start making plans for the future. 2004 was his final year in his army life and we were together then for about 5 years. But as the year goes, our quarrel over the phone become constant and soon everything ended. I was very distraught and tried ways and means to salvage this relationship until a good friend of mine told me this. "Actually, I saw him and her together a few weeks ago on the MRT."
This sentence was said to me just one week of our breakup and do you all know how i feel??? There was so much betrayal and so much anger. How should i face the others in future and how should i continue my life with this kind of betrayal?? One was my best friend and one was my boyfriend. I never ever thought that this will happen to me as i always thought this only happen in movie.
My life came to a stop then and soon it seems that i am losing myself. I become someone who i also do not know and the fact is i do know what is wrong with me but no matter what i do, i can't turn back to the person i use to be.
Everything is still so fresh in my mind and i really hope some day i will forget everything on this.
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